Life So Far

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The past couple day have been … weirdly calming. I have two exams coming up but I’m not agitated or nervous in the slightest. Weird, seeing as how this isn’t the first time. I never truly get nervous or excited for anything… sometimes I wish I did, but then again I’m glad most of the time.

Because, of my exams I couldn’t go to the annual camping trip my relatives and I have every year, kinda bummed about that. :/ does it make me a bad person that I kinda hope that they don’t have nearly as much fun as they usually do when my family and I are there? Kinda makes me presence there kinda noteworthy in my eyes (:

Oh, god. I had this dream last night where I was in the amazing race canada and it sucked so bad! For some reason I was on a team that already had 2 people so adding me = 3. Dude, you do not even know how pissed of and frustrated I was with them! They blamed everything on me. For some damn reason every time we finished a task or something they would forget to take the damn clue and make go back and get it because, and I quote “I was lucky enough just to be on their team.” D:< Like, seriously, da ______ ( I haven’t decided whether or not I am going to swear so yea.. I’ll leave that up to your imagination).

I don’t know what to do with myself. It’s hot outside and I don’t want to put on sunscreen. I can’t seem to beak the habit of going to sleep at 2 in the morning and not getting out of bed till like 12 or 12. And, even when I can, I don’t know what to do. *sigh* I’m such a whiner.


-Solani Lupus